Sunday, February 25

Blood and Flesh

Will yours still want to graze my lips when the fangs glare livid?
Hold my hand when these claws come out of their slumber?

If an apocalypse is nothing more than a revealing of truth,
Imagine how many little boys were slaughtered 
upon learning what I have been trying to tell you all along:
this rage was not an accident,
 a mere whoopsy-daisy coincidence of a cluster 
created at random.

A child can comprehend the concept of cause and consequence 
But leave a grown man alone to beat on his beloved?
And some remain bewildered at her becoming.
Well, what could we expect
when instead of heart she grew spine?

It is a practiced thing this thorn in the flesh
I fear for the flesh 
what the thorn begets.

Postscript// You can appreciate a woman being disgusted by cowardice can’t you? I'm exhausted.

Sunday, January 28

Sibling Rivalry


What good could it do—
 holding sway, relinquishing rule—
at a time like this?

As if the mountain peaked and obliterated 
himself.
No, but it was the flick of God’s golden wrist.
(And who would that make me
to render God wicked?)

A fine wine turned to water as 
king after fallen king trip over his own crown.

How many psalms I have ached to spawn!
Oh, to spew sunsets reflected on salt-peppered coastlines, 
A butterfly’s violent rupture into rapture,
Puppies

All the while the outcry in Gaza, a malignant mental knot—
A young girl’s unraveling braid is pulled by her brother 
a relentless bickering 
Over who got more cheddar on their grilled cheese.
Poppa, furious at their unwillingness to relinquish 
Who really put bread on the table.

One of these days I’m going to sing sunshine out my hindquarters 
Boom fireworks like fireflies on a summer night.

On this night though?
This inkblack eve dripping virulent dew
across an entire planet?

I hold my palms upward cradling
my heart broken but beating (even still),
 an offering.

Post// “I’ve seen what happens to the wicked and proud when they decide to try and take on the throne for the crown”- Brand New

Friday, October 6

The Battle Cries Back


I

Those of us who know nothing but war
Bewilder cowards 
(And there is no shortage of 
soldiers who linger behind 
the loopholes)
But to be fair, I am equally confounded by cowardice
At the first beacon of blood, you run?
Who will save you from the massacre to come?

And so we stand on the frontline gawking
At the other’s means of survival.

Which is to say:
I do not understand how to be both warrior
And afraid.

II

Torture is a disc slipped from its seams

not a man too weak to know his woman’s strengths,
Try as he might to convince himself 
that you can grieve a thing you never knew.

Is not this dwelling place of demons 
The liars are calling romance.

Torture could never be 
The blooming beauty of truth:
That you could not love him
Because he would not let you.

There was nothing there to pinch the nerve,
To jolt alive at its rupture.


about: at the depth of my heart is a fighter for truth; I believe not picking a side is a final decision

Monday, June 26

Why the Willow Was Weeping

I asked 5 strangers why her weeping drooped so remarkably:

1)
The olive flesh with wrinkle ravines run down her hands spoke 
in behalf of the widow,
Crow’s feet creasing out loud:
The unbearable bite of life straining against death, root to snap, sap to drain 
Of course the willow was weeping so.

2)
No, but it was the cut of cold sliced clear through chubby cheek
One brute battling against another:
Finally the young tot tumbled bloody into her triumph—
All of the mean and ugly still ripe to be reckoned with
—this one tiny miraculous spittle of humanity 
All but knocked the old deciduous to its knees

3)
Or perhaps 
It is the crooning of the speakers
(a chord, of its own accord, breeding grief
in every crescendo)
which sent gooseflesh to mouseheart
A memory is not a mere gismo of grievance to be 
shoved into a junk drawer;
Every time a lover or a mother breaks a being’s heart 
The record wails its old briny blue,
The willow sings her song for you.

4)
My God,
they are grasping at you with why[eye]s wide open.
The dread of Jupiter just sitting there minding his 
fat ringed business,
Constellations glitter in their achingly mindless lust for life 
All of which must be dragged into the balance
Of wind and ransom 
Of lost blood drunk down every petal 
Whittling the old tree down to bare branches
What could bring more sorrow to so beloved a species?

5)
And what could reap more hunger than joy?
Just look at us:
In love with the tapping hands rain makes against the back porch, 
The cloudy brows of your grandad,
The smoke screen in every Saturday before sunrise 
Your pretty girl, the handsome man 
you’ll love with your whole brooding being,
Just the sleepy southern drawl of molasses 
Soaked into the stump;
Look at how sweet it is to rest.

Just 5 possible reasons why the willow might be weeping: death, birth, heartbreak, hopelessness, joy

Thursday, April 13

Offspring of Vipers


Of all the creeping, crawling creatures 
caught lurking in the shadows
who is more dangerous than man?
More duplicitous than woman?
Who has caught its prey under the guise of guardian angel
Only to smirk at your squirm beneath its claws?
It is that slithering devotion to dominate
that compels the sheep to resent the shepherd;
Let no one be startled when finally the new beast 
aches to amputate the hand that feeds it.
But what of the real viper’s venom 
or the hunger leapt clean off the leopard?
That means one death,
But a conniving thing? 
Who reaches into the core of one’s joy only to
 commit an eternal murder
And then laugh at his calculating wit:
Well, tie a millstone around his neck and toss him into the open sea. 

Matthew 23:33, Matthew 18:6

Postscript// it’s interesting, the only time Jesus, a typically mild-tempered guy, lost his cool was at the abhorrent abuse of power prevalent in his time. To think that any one of us today could escape the righteous judgment of such a heinous crime when that was the ONE thing that set him off is alarming.

While these are one imperfect person’s personal musings, there is something much greater online!
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Sunday, January 22

What It Means To Lie



To lie is

1)  To make better than. 
Fortified fruit or 
genetically modified piece of pie. 
Perhaps the blueberry batch has gone soft
between the teeth;
the baker plumps a pump of ick
into the root of it
and voilĂ ! 
Its truth may not satisfy 
but mmm how it tastes twice as sweet.

2) To make less than.
I meeeaaannn
Does it really matter 
Who spilled the milk or let it go sour?
What’s millions of lives lost long as the west was won?
See? There, between the thumb and forefinger:
the beauty of being is broken.
Chunk of ice belittled,
and yet the avalanche is gaining momentum.

3) To make equal to
It is always 
Hell hath no fury and
wrath of God wringing around your neck
an apocalyptic trick of the tongue.
But rarely, Jehovah, my Light and my Trust
I kneel before you, majestic. 
Daddy, have I made you proud?

Saturday, December 31

A Reckoning



Tip-toeing atop my gut,
The cock crow echoes upward
and out.

An ordinary rooster could never:

Look me square in the face and label me liar—
“You’re one fraudulent claim away from
bragging rights at recess.”
But an imposter is nothing more than a
Sheet of black ice imposing on a truth;
And how slippery this bird that won’t perch!

Always an ill-fit flit of wind and ransom
 bargaining with my blood
(Even now with my stake bubbling bruises 
purple and red;
How many times can one woman cheat death 
before her Lord
And you ask me to deny him?)

First it is the serpent’s slander
“Is it really so?”

When we both know
The rooster won’t crow come morning.

About// hope

Postscript// bit of a spin on Peter’s denial at Mark 14:72